head hurts

my thoughts. i have to keep this private.tonight for the first time I missed my ex. after 5 years. I was with my husband and missed my ex."I didn't talk for 3 days because you see yr kids every week and complained about getting up at 5am to see mine""Idon't want to go for anything to eat, i need to go home and go to bed" - ok, so why eat half my pizza when we got homedon't talk to me all the way home. don't talk to me when we get home. don't go to bed.hurrah. asleeep on the sofa. stay there all night.no sex til apology

Comment: I was v drunk when I wrote the above.